Jason

Jay I am so glad you posted and shared with us what is going on in your life. I am ashamed to say since we live in the same town that I don't know more. Everytime John sees you in Lowes he comes home and tells me about it. He says that Fairlyn is one of the prettest little girls he has ever seen. He also says things like wow they are really getting big. It is sad when my husband watches them grow up and I have not even seen Morgan since he was a baby. I would really like to change that. I do not work so I have a lot of time doing nothing. I hate not working and the adjustment has been hard. I have almost given up on the doctors to figuring out what is wrong with me. Name a doc in Tulsa and I have probably gone to them or at least know who they are. hee hee The docs keep putting me on nerve pain pills and they make me suicidal so I don't take them. I went to my primary doc yesterday and told her that I am not taking the pills and that I don't see any reason to take pills that make me crazy if we really don't even know if I need them. She is sending me to a nurologist (I cant spell) to run some tests on me feet. I hope and pray that they can figure out what is going on. I am really sick and tired of the pain. I hope we can get together soon. Love you Bunches...... Big hugs to you and your family Kell